And soon I realised what video games have in common with cocaine: video games, you see, have no edge. You have to appreciate them. They do not come to you.Some do. Some don't.
What have games given me? Experiences. Not surrogate experiences, but actual experiences, many of which are as important to me as any real memories. Once I wanted games to show me things I could not see in any other medium. Then I wanted games to tell me a story in a way no other medium can. Then I wanted games to redeem something absent in myself. Then I wanted a game experience that pointed not toward but at something. Playing GTA IV on coke for weeks and then months at a time, I learned that maybe all a game can do is point at the person who is playing it, and maybe this has to be enough.This is a very remarkable quote. It still makes perfect sense if you replace every instance of the word "game" with "life." Yet Bissell is talking about an artificial alternate life which even he understands is a dead end, but which he indulges because it is more fulfilling to him than real life. This is especially remarkable since Bissell's previous real life would appear to have been quite productive and fulfilling; it's not like he is using the game to escape a sorry miserable horrible reality. I don't think you will find too many heroin addicts or chess fanatics who will express a sentiment quite like that.
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